Monday, July 03, 2006

First tase

I will be getting my first taste of being on my own for the next three weeks. Mom and brother will be gone, dad will be home but i am on my own in the mornings and evenings and have no transportation anywhere before 12 am and after 5 pm (unless of course I call a friend to pick me up...unlikely.) I am dreading the extended aloneness and not having my mom there to console, counsel and encourage me when I need it. I am getting my first real taste of fending for myself and really get to understand the dicipline it takes to get on alone. With most friends busy, I only have my ever faithful fish who never leaves me...lol. I will be drawing closer to the Lord in all things and I know he will not let me down. I am anticipating great things for this summer..thought i dont see anything but the droll of my normal old cage. I will be steping out on nothing and finding something there. Stepping out on faith. Im gonna be more than fine and OK. Im gonna do great.

1 comment:

The Shadow said...

hey,
dont let being alone wear you down. in times when i'm alone i learned to quiet my mind and just listen to God and let him show me the plans he has for me. so embrace Him in this time and dont be afraid to share with a friend if you get lonely