Saturday, August 26, 2006
Sometimes
Sometimes I get confused, frustrated at the way things are or how they turn out. Difficult times in life seem to block and even crush me. I begin to get feelings of doubt of who i am, what might have hapened differantly if I had done something. I ask if what hapend was my fault, did i spurr on the inevitible? It is then I realize that I am wrong. I did nothing wrong. Others make choices, but they do not realized that the aftermath is caused by them and that the consequenses affect everyone in their life and people beyond their understanding. THose affected have to make choices for the best and that cant be changed. Right now those chioces hurt and stab me, making me wonder if i did the right thing. I stop now and shake the doubts from my mind, denying Satan the mike in my mind and heart and fully give it over to Jesus. The next year and longer will be hard but I know i made the right choice, though painful beyond what i can say. He gave and gives me strength to go on and face the new things that lay before me. Changes are unavoidable but i will look for ward to them instead of dreading them, beliving that I have the best guide and comforter at my side. All fear and doubt cast aside and pacing faster around the next corner of life that appears ahead of me.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
First day....
So!... that was the longest school day of my life. Literaly! I got out of school at 3:20!
I ride the buss to school. Its ok since the girls on there are really nice. There is this awesome kindergardener too who we call the cool kid. Hes the only little kid allowed to sit in the back of the buss. lol It was Very weird walkin in the front door to a new school and having everyone stare at me when I walk by. Totaly creepy. Im like one of the only new kids there.
1st. period- English: Didnt go. The whole school went to an assembly andthe principle introduced all the teachers.
2nd. period- Study hall: There was only me and two special edd kids who were usin gthe room. I was so lonely for everyone that i almost cried. So i wrote down about 41 of my friends names on my notebook along with AHS in big bold print. I felt so patheticly alone... I even kinda missed Up's.
3rd. period- Spanish one in a Spanish three class: There are only five other girls besides me in there. Since i'm in the class i get to go on the trip to a forign country that speaks spanish. The teacher is cool. No food besides lunch is allowed in the school but she says if we bring it in before school and stash it in her back cubbord its perfectly fine with her.
4th. period- Algebra II: Didnt go. There was another assembly for allthe high schoolers and we just read over the hand book. I kept nodding off and almost tumbled down the bleachers. lol. That would have been a great first impression on the school. Only new kid falls asleep and tumbles down the bleachers onto gyum floor durring the principles speach infront of the whole high school.
5th. period- Art I: I cant wait to get started. The teacher is nice but her hair is thining really bad. I kept nodding off in that class too. Im excited to get started on our projects and portfolios.
6th. period- Chior: All i can say is that i am appaled and disapointed. We sand kindergarden songs to warm up. Almost no one takes the class seriously. It is more like a fun class. It makes me sick. The class could barely sing together and half of them were off key.
7th. period- Journalism: A very serious and studious class. I made a good impression on the teacher i guess since she had me pass out papers and i was the first person to get an assignment. I feel like a teacher pet but dont really like it. I cant wait till we get in to our essays though. The class also dose the newspaper for the school and the yearbook.
All i can say is this will be an interesting year and i reall miss AHS!
I ride the buss to school. Its ok since the girls on there are really nice. There is this awesome kindergardener too who we call the cool kid. Hes the only little kid allowed to sit in the back of the buss. lol It was Very weird walkin in the front door to a new school and having everyone stare at me when I walk by. Totaly creepy. Im like one of the only new kids there.
1st. period- English: Didnt go. The whole school went to an assembly andthe principle introduced all the teachers.
2nd. period- Study hall: There was only me and two special edd kids who were usin gthe room. I was so lonely for everyone that i almost cried. So i wrote down about 41 of my friends names on my notebook along with AHS in big bold print. I felt so patheticly alone... I even kinda missed Up's.
3rd. period- Spanish one in a Spanish three class: There are only five other girls besides me in there. Since i'm in the class i get to go on the trip to a forign country that speaks spanish. The teacher is cool. No food besides lunch is allowed in the school but she says if we bring it in before school and stash it in her back cubbord its perfectly fine with her.
4th. period- Algebra II: Didnt go. There was another assembly for allthe high schoolers and we just read over the hand book. I kept nodding off and almost tumbled down the bleachers. lol. That would have been a great first impression on the school. Only new kid falls asleep and tumbles down the bleachers onto gyum floor durring the principles speach infront of the whole high school.
5th. period- Art I: I cant wait to get started. The teacher is nice but her hair is thining really bad. I kept nodding off in that class too. Im excited to get started on our projects and portfolios.
6th. period- Chior: All i can say is that i am appaled and disapointed. We sand kindergarden songs to warm up. Almost no one takes the class seriously. It is more like a fun class. It makes me sick. The class could barely sing together and half of them were off key.
7th. period- Journalism: A very serious and studious class. I made a good impression on the teacher i guess since she had me pass out papers and i was the first person to get an assignment. I feel like a teacher pet but dont really like it. I cant wait till we get in to our essays though. The class also dose the newspaper for the school and the yearbook.
All i can say is this will be an interesting year and i reall miss AHS!
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Tomorow!
Aug! I cant belive that I start school tomorow! Well I can belive it but its come so fast! I am at a brand new school with like 1/10 the kids at my old school, and I have to ride the buss to school and I dont know any one and ... Im really nervous! Alot of people have told me ill fit right in and make friends fast (course! there are like only 130 kids in the high school!) I dont know what to expect. Im kinda excited for this new adventure, but im really nervous too. What can tomorow bring me? We will see wont we?;-)
Friday, August 11, 2006
The best day of my summer
I went to Helena yesterday to visit a friend an it was such a AWESOME day!
I had such a blast and it really was a great time. It is the highlight of my summer and I cant wait to go visit again. I went hiking and cliff diving and did ALOT of swimming. I just wishi had jumped of that one cliff, but i thought about it once to many so i chickened out. Oh well. It was great so ill try again if i do go again. I wont say it agin ;-) so ill just sign out here.~
I had such a blast and it really was a great time. It is the highlight of my summer and I cant wait to go visit again. I went hiking and cliff diving and did ALOT of swimming. I just wishi had jumped of that one cliff, but i thought about it once to many so i chickened out. Oh well. It was great so ill try again if i do go again. I wont say it agin ;-) so ill just sign out here.~
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